My Story of Dating, Drinking, Lost, and Found

My Story of Dating, Drinking, Lost, and Found

I'm on a mission to know, really know, who God is in singleness, relationship, and marriage. I want to know who God is to the lonely. To the depressed. To the mentally tormented. I want to know who God is to the ones who feel left behind. 

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I was diagnosed with PTSD and kept it hidden from my Christian community

I was diagnosed with PTSD and kept it hidden from my Christian community

There were countless times of being in a community meeting when a trigger would come out of no where and I was left uncontrollably sobbing, bordering on a panic attack, trying to stay discreet in order not to draw attention to myself

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Part 3: How the Real Housewives, Chrissy Teigan's twitter, friendship, and God talk fueled my recovery

Part 3: How the Real Housewives, Chrissy Teigan's twitter, friendship, and God talk fueled my recovery

I did, however, find other ways to attain mental peace. It was through shows like the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills and reading tweets by Chrissy Teigan. You may think I'm joking but I feel so at peace when watching these shows - they are so crazy I realize just how normal I am.

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I had a nervous breakdown but I'm still standing: Part 2

I had a nervous breakdown but I'm still standing: Part 2

I figured I could deal with it myself and move on as I had always done in the past. What I didn't take into account was how my mental capacity was so low I couldn't handle reading even a few work emails before I would feel overwhelmed to the point of crying.

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